Yep, another pregnancy post. I am sure I am boring some of you to tears but this is my life these days!!! I am at 44 days or less and counting….. am I going to be ready when the time comes??? I do not have my hospital bag packed and I have yet to formally write out a birth plan. My greatest fear is going too early, in fact I had a dream about it early this morning…..
I dreamt that I was home alone and my baby was suddenly about to be born without warning. Two quick pushes later and Bretton was here, with the umbilical cord still attached to both of us. I immediately put him to my breast to feed while frantically trying to get ahold of Erick to let him know the baby was born and we needed to get to the hospital immediately. He weighed 6lbs 15 oz and was 20″ long and healthy, despite being born early.
While I can only hope for an easy delivery, I am obviously panicked about it happening too fast and not being ready. I assume these fears are normal and part of the process. I was born 4 weeks early and barely made it to the hospital before my mom had me, so I think that is another thing that is always in the back of my mind.
Mommies, If you have any words of reassurance or advice for me, I’d be happy to hear it!!